Tuesday, December 28, 2004

{back to school}

inda lama lagi kan skulah.. like just a week left in the holidays... barutah baik e-speed ani.. syukur eh.. so many things happened and i didn't get to chronicle them here but nevermind anyway... tahun dapan i'll still be at st. john's, form 4 sci... some ppl will be leaving.. it --- when ppl say that they won't leave but they still do.. and what --- more is seeing the person u love, love someone else

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

{---}

--- happened... arghh e-speed kami atu --- banar, dari balik camping hari khamis atu sampai tah ani nda dapat update blog ani... padahal banyak perkara yang terjadi... ani di easytouch plg ni... so... what happened... from the 7th to 9th I was camping di OGDC Seria (3 days) syok jua lah... but yang boring nya is that on the last day atu barutah macam biasa dgn org, tarus tia hari atu jua balik if you know what I mean, btw anitah the first time ku posting pakai bahasa kapal.. I made quite a number of new friends di sana and also met up with some old friends.. dlm groupku there was Fadhlan and Syafiqah yg di Aberdeen dulu... kalau ia nda tagur aku nda tah ku ingat tu... group kami namanya The Incomparable Orange Rockies (The I.O.R) personally I would have prefered The Incredible Orange Rockies pi nvm, ok jua lah our name atu... eh krg tah ku sambung lagi eh

Monday, December 06, 2004

{sabah}

Went to Sabah for the weekend, nothing much really. Ni baru balik.

Friday, December 03, 2004

{weird}

It wasn't last night, it happened the night before... well it isn't correct to say the 'night', dreams usually happen in the early morning... well strange oh what the.

Wednesday, December 01, 2004

{toilet roll}

Toilet Roll:-
Ayyub- vocals
Shukri- drums
Fuad- guitar
Ebi- bass
They had only one performance, doing covers of Green Day's 'When I Come Around' and 'Warning' on Teacher's Day, the 30th of September at St. John's.

Tuesday, November 30, 2004

{my sacrifice}

hello my friend, we meet again
it's been a while, where should we begin?
feels like forever...
within my heart are memories of perfect love that you gave to me
oh i remember...

we've seen our share of ups and downs
oh, how quickly life can turn around
in an instant...
it feels so good to reunite
within yourself and within your mind
let's find peace there...

'cause when you are with me
i'm free, i'm careless, i believe
up above the others we'll fly
this brings tears to my eyes

my sacrifice...

i just want to say hello again...

Monday, November 29, 2004

{dream... again}

This morning I had such a strange dream... well, all dreams are strange in one way or another. These dreams happened like one after the other... let me recall... in the first one Amy died. I dunno if this is some sort of prophecy or what, I just don't want to think about it. The second dream was reminiscent of The Emperor's Club and I remember in that dream Shu'aib my bro got to play on the school football team. Then there was this police chase, yeah weird. The third dream was about my ex's dad. And it was so weird. He weighed about 55 kg with almost no fat. And in the dream he was having a rest, sleeping. He asked me if his daughter was my girlfriend to which I just kept quiet. The next dream was even weirder. Rosemarie Alon2 was in it and she was wearing a tudung. This dream was set in my ex's house but it's not like her house in real life, it was --- lot bigger. All of her family were in it and Hafiz's family was in it and if I'm not mistaken Amali's family was also in it. We were all heading for Sabah. Weird... I was sleeping in a room reminiscent of our room at Selayun with my ex's mum which is like impossible. And then when I went to the toilet I had to kinda build it first, and there was 'Umar and 'Aa'ishah and Bibi. And then something like the VMAs happened. In the house. LOL. I didn't want to wake up from my dream... I guess I was on the verge of waking up a few times but I kinda told my body to go back to sleep, it was so nice. Maybe this is the 6th or 7th time I've been dreaming about ---.

Sunday, November 28, 2004

{athan}

This Islamic Finder Athan thingy is really convenient, you should try it out www.islamicfinder.org.

Saturday, November 27, 2004

{raya}

Aty and her bro came to my house (beraya) yesterday and my ears were like on fire the whole time she was here. We had like a good talk you know and didn't stop until she went back home. I dunno what to say lol.

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

{dream}

I had this really strange dream last night, Toilet Roll (my band) were performing in our living room (at my house). Just a few seconds into 'When I Come Around' and then we stopped playing. I was like "What happened?" and EB our bassist said something about something not in order. Haha.. it was so weird, reminds me of the good old times when we were all happy. Currently Lifehouse 'Breathing' it's breathtaking.

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

{racial hatred}

racial hatred's everywhere
lives are threatened, live in fear
some people just don't care
see the destruction and despair

don't you know you're just the same?
you are living in the same game
there's nothing to judge by the colour
there's nothing to win by hating each other

so yellow, brown, black and white
stop racial hatred and start to unite

Saturday, November 20, 2004

{past the shadows}

I'm finding my way back to sanity again
Though I don't really know what
I'm gonna do when I get there
Take a breath and hold on tight
Spin around one more time
And gracefully fall back to the arms of grace

I am looking past the shadows
In my mind into the truth and
I'm trying to identify
The voices in my head
The truth, which one is you
Let me feel one more time
What it feels like to feel alive
And break these calluses off of me
One more time

'Cause I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more than to sit
Outside your door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be, yeah...

I don't want a thing from you
Bet you're tired of me, waiting
For the scraps to fall
Off of your table to the ground

Friday, November 19, 2004

{boulevard of broken dreams}

"Boulevard Of Broken Dreams" is Green Day's latest single, the second one off the album American Idiot. Check the video out now:
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Thursday, November 18, 2004

{headache}

i've got a headache but it's different from all the other headaches i've experienced before... it's not really that painful, but i can't concentrate... dehydration i think... and long hours in front of the screen... i went through a few cans of joy orange and some bandung but i haven't had a glass of plain water all day... currently listening to amy mastura's "akan datang", to me it's so wow... just put up a pic for my profile, it's a guitar, a stratocaster.. wish i had one.. anyways i'm running out of --- ... boh i dunno how to survive ni... well terpaksa lah... krg mlm lagi kan main badil... target rumah --- di sebalah atu.. lol last nite they were out i guess when we bombarded the shack.. i wanted them to be inside, sleeping soundly haha then tekajut muahaha... "the chemistry" by butterfingers is now on...

{testing}

hello to everyone reading this...
testing... lol
peace